my first good day in weeks just got ruined
I’m not one to post sad statuses or anything but I’ve just been having a really hard time lately and no one really seams to notice. Ever since I’ve completely recovered from my ED I’ve been falling deeper and deeper into my drug addictions and have been falling apart in every aspect of my life. At least when I was starving myself to death I had my life together. I was a straight A student in the honors college with a bright future ahead of me. Now I’m barely functioning. Maybe starving again will help me get my life back together. I’ll start again tomorrow.
tonight I just need to talk something to get to sleep, guess i’m not going to my 8am.
I really hate that most of my time is spent crying alone or trying not to cry around people